Life

Isn't life a funny thing, one minute you can be as happy as Larry and everything is fine, the next something unexpected happens and turns your life upside down. Well yeah that's what happened to me, 2014 has been a funny kinda year so far and we are only 8 months in, things can only get better right? 

In January, well the 1st January things changed alot and my whole life changed, I don't wanna get into this but maybe one day I'll grow a pair and will talk about it because others experience the same thing probably everyday. Then a couple of weeks ago, me and my boyfriend of 8 years split up, we had been on and off for 8 years but had been on for 4 years and this was a horrible thing to go through, but I then realised I had to man up and pull myself together. Life goes on and one person cannot define your life however much you want them in it, sometimes things aren't meant to be.

There is so much I want to do with my life and just in terms of my career and I've decided that now is the time to focus more time to myself and to achieve the goals which I want to set myself to help me become a happier human.

1. I want to find a new job - I finished university a whole year ago and I've been in a job that isn't what I want to do, but I've applied for others, had interviews and had many rejections but it just feels like it isn't meant to be. I need to stick to it and then there will be one job which will be perfect and I'll get.

2. Lose weight - I don't think anyone is 100% happy with there body and if they are lucky them. I'd just like to lose a few pounds and tone a few parts of my body.

3. Go more places, see my friends and adventure more - I have so many places I want to see but I think I need to again grow a pair and realise I can do these things alone. I'd love to go on an adventure around America and especially visit New York, this is the dream that I will one day make a reality. However if anyone would like to take me I'd really appreciate it.

4. Save money - there is no explanation needed here.

5. Blog more - I have tried this soooo many times and always failed but I'm gonna give it a good day because I have alot of things to say about stuff and who cares if no one reads it, it would be a nice place to see my photos and to document things in my life.

Well this turned deep, should have got my snorkel out! Also if you can't tell I'm a hilarious person. Now I'm going back to my book and to stay away from the sun after getting a tiny bit burnt yesterday at Thorpe Park oooops!

xo